day of death?

so yea. it got here a lot quicker than i expected.

i'm turning god damned 30 on wednesday. i think, if i remember correctly, i wasn't born until like 11:57pm, so it's almost the 19th. but ah well... i was 4 days late anyways.

fuck me!

30 years wasted already. people kep telling me how much good stuff i should look at, but honestly who ever remembers the good stuff?

you remember the bill buckners that lost the world series or the time the kid fell off the couch or down the stairs. or the time the lion bit you in the ass. or the time the giraffe pooped on you...

ok so none of that happened to me. but there are just certain times when you look back and think of what your plans for yourself/life were and see how far off the track you are... it just sucks when that happens...

i suppose i'll get over it in a few days, until then i will most likely just shop myself into happiness... yea i ordered some new wheels for winter tires for sally. bought my halloween costume. and im looking at getting a new exhaust and the racing stripes for sally...

ahhh such is life...